…** can anyone tell me when can i understand myself? **…
aug 6 (sunday)
*our game is scheduled today..too bad i cannot play nor even support the team because of my condition…all that i can give is my prayers for them…i just hope they’ll win…many of my teammates we’re asking "san ka na..??ano ba nangyari sau..??" and i explain to them everything then they replied "bakit naman ngayon pa…??"..my team doesn’t have level4..cause i am their player for level4…and it’s a team competition..i wish them luck and do their best for this game..please suppot our team… how i wish i was there… =(
aug 5 (saturday)
*may demo dapat kami sa manila today…sa sobrang sama ng pakiramdam ko i didn’t make it…sbi ng instructor ko,ok lng,pahinga nlng daw ako para sa game ko sa sunday and kumain ng marami,kasi kilala na ako ng instructor ko,kapag may sakit walang panlasa at walang gana kumain tapos minsan sinusuka ung kinakain…bait naman ako,sumunod naman ako…maghapon ako sa kwarto walang ibang ginawa kundi matulog at kumain…bandang hapon medyo sumakit dibdib ko,medyo nahirapan ako huminga…itinulog ko na lang..nagising ako mga 5pm na…kumain ako…tapos habang nakain ako parang ang sakit lumunok,and medyo hirap na ako magsalita…bandang mga 7:30,sabi ko dad ang sakit sakit na ng lalamunan ko…and then un..soon we’ve found out na may infection tonsil ko… =( it’s hard..it’s really hard..and i can’t make it tomorow for my game… =( it really hurts..underobservation din ako for one week,if nothing changes then i need to be confined sa hospital… =( oh my..why am i suffering this…?? =’(
